The last time

Being a social media age mum- the internets are full of memes and quotes and stories for new mums. One that always sticks with me is that you never know 'the last time'. The last time you fall asleep on my lap, hold my hand crossing the road, need me to brush your hair etc.

Today you fell asleep in your pusher walking home from the playground and given you haven't done that for a few months it could well be the last time. 

I forget how peaceful it is to have you sleeping while we walk knowing you are content, and this wierd feeling of protection and pride. 

It was nice to realise it might be the last time and have the chance to treasure it.